I could so I would, I would so I should...posted Aug 22nd 2006, 9:47AM
Mood: ALIVE!
Music: Darts of pleasure by Franz Ferdinand
I should so I did...
Hello all that read,
I wanted to get rid of the other journal that has been up on my deviant art page for awhile, plus I felt like typing, so I typed this up. I am not sure if there is much to report on my end of the internet, but we shall see.
First off, I have my laptop back... but it is always frowned upon when I have it on. It seems my parents still do not like how I prefer to spend my time.
Another thing, I have two jobs now. I work at two pizza places, one as a delivery driver (the only delivery driver), and another as a buffet/food prep. This is on top of schooling...
I started writing a story. I am sure most of you saw the prose submission. I am having fun with it and I hope that I get a few readers. I think I will also draw a few pictures to go along with it. I'm not sure...
I have been coloring a storm lately... there are a lot of line art in my laptop that I am trying to color. I hope it doesn't take to long...
You know what? I have seen it... the way to go... I had an epiphany. I see the errors in my ways and how to fix them. I see why and how and through it all... I am not sure what brought this... maybe it was the fact that my cat needs me or that I need me. Even more, maybe I have seen that I am headed for rock bottom and I finally said, "I don't deserve that." But from now on... I shall get what I want... I will make my world, my life, my existence the way I want it... I would say wish me luck, but I do not need it.
Toekneebob
...all of which makes me anxious... at times unbearably so...
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